Health

I've been thinking a lot the last few weeks on this issue of Health. I am not as active as I used to be, but I do care for 7 kids during the week and 5 (mine only) during the weekend. What I am not sure of is whether my total exhaustion is from all that or if there might be something else going on. I am having a hard time telling the difference.

To make a long story short, evidently I am Vitamin D deficient, but so are a lot of people. All of this really doesn't make sense to me because this past summer I spent more time at the pool than I have ever before! Nevertheless, I am on some super Vit D pill twice a week and I guess the Dr wants me to not ask why and how and all the particulars. Aren't we suppose to ask what's going on with our bodies? I don't want to be one of "those people" that wants something to be wrong. I just want to feel good and not be so tired all the time. I think of what I could really do - if I had the energy to do it!

Most people would say that my house looks fine, and to the naked eye that is true, but I know when the last time things were done. I have always been very organized and loved cleaning! Now I can hardly get my house work done and the laundry and the cooking, etc.

Something is different and I think it's me. I fight the urge to become a hermit everyday. The Lord has given me the strength to not give up, so I'm going to ask the questions even if the Dr's don't like it! It's my health, my family, and my life.